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The Battle Of The Swollen Stomach...Part 3

My endometriosis battle continues. The part that I seem to be most at war with is the 'swollen stomach'. It was June 2011 when I first posted about the swelling, (click here to view) so right now, I feel defeated. When it swells, it literally blows up and at that moment there is nothing I can do about it. People would actually think I'm pregnant. I used to have my 'favourite black cardigan' that I'd wear as a comfort to hide the swelling. Even that won't hide it these days. It's so depressing. It's embarrassing. Along with the ballooning size, also comes pain and the feeling of being so uncomfortable to the point where even breathing hurts. You can't sit, stand or lay down without feeling awkward. 

Everything is a struggle.

Here's a picture of my stomach when it started to swell...and this is not the worst it gets. It gets bigger. Much bigger. Much to my disappointment and resistance. But I have no control over it and that's what I'm struggling with. The unpredictably. The lack of control.

Are any other endosisters finding this particular battle a hard one to fight?
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  1. Unknown9 January 2014 at 21:47

    I'm struggling right now too. I've had Endo for 18 yrs. I've been able to manage it birth control and exercise so I became a fitness instructor. My IUD is due to come out soon. I've been hospitalized for a UTI. My bladder and Uterus are swollen and my stomach is extended. I feel so defeated. To make matters worst, my Dr. has ordered me off work (and and fitness related activity) for at least a week. I can't lay flat... so yep, I can relate hun. Stay strong, as I am praying for you. In my darkest hours, I recall the fact that God doesn't put more on you than you can bear.

    -Angela Mattox

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    1. My Endo Diary9 January 2014 at 23:09

      Hi Angela, thanks for reading my blog and for your well wishes. I'm sorry to hear you are in the same position. I had to leave my job last year due to Endo. Take this time while you're off to relax and look after yourself. I hope you get some ease soon too.

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    2. Jude26418 February 2014 at 13:06

      I was just diagnosed last week and this is one of my biggest (literally) problems!! Ultrasound showed I have a 6cm endometrioma too which I am sure doesn't help. It is also sooo painful, trying to muster up energy to leave the house! Am getting sick of being asked when I'm due but at least am glad that I have found a reason why I look like this... I think what makes it harder is I worry I will never actually be pregnant but will spend my life looking like I am! Any tips much appreciated...

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    3. My Endo Diary18 February 2014 at 13:31

      Hi Jude, thanks for reading & commenting. So sorry you're experiencing the same. Having a 6cm endometrioma, I'm sure will cause a lot of inflammation! I've tried loads from water retention tablets, herbal tablets, heat packs..

      A few of us on twitter have been trying new things recently to help with swelling. One being a hot bath with Epsom Salts, if you live in the UK you can get them in Boot's for £1.49. Need to use it 2-3 time a week. I will keep you updated but it's worth a try. Other suggestions is using a castor oil pack.. have a look at this blog which explains them in a few more details.. http://hannahsmith86.wordpress.com/

      Hope that helps, I'll continue to share on here if I find any more tips. Any questions feel free to ask!

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  2. Jude26418 February 2014 at 14:50

    Awww thank you - I do live in UK so shall get myself to Boots! Will keep you posted :)

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